Hello my love!
I’ve been grappling with life over here. How about you? If you’re anything like me, life is a constant roller-coaster ride of dips & valleys, peaks & puddles.
I’m expanding, shedding old skin, awakening to my power on deeper levels. You too?
I’m taking life seriously & yet, paradoxically, I’m loosening up and having more fun.
I’m asking questions like:
- What is the highest potential of my life?
- What do I have to give?
- How can I contribute?
I have a burning desire to live life to the fullest, to share my deepest truths, to be used as an instrument of Divine Grace, to make a contribution to people & the planet. I bet you do, too.
I feel a sense of urgency sometimes, a radical wild-child inside born with a BOLD purpose, filled with audaciousness. A sizzeling Riotess waiting to set fire to the sky.
On the flip side, I am shy & meek sometimes.
I want to fit in, be liked and feel accepted.
These two sides live in me & I am reveling & reckoning as I make peace with the dance of the light & dark, the good & the bad, the sacred & the profane.
In my yearning & prayers, I ask everyday: Use me! What would you have me do? What would you have me say?? What is the purpose of this life?
It’s almost like I’m begging God to “Do me baby!!”
Recently, I downloaded my thoughts into my iphone, like I often do.
When I was done, I thought, “Instead of writing polished articles, or making videos that instruct, why don’t I just share the REAL me with the world? Why don’t I just get REAL and RAW and OPEN?
What else do I have to give, other than my heart?
So today, I share with you an uncut, uncensored, unedited message from my heart to yours.
My intention is that in hearing my voice, my wisdom, & my truth, that I can contribute to you, some way, some how. That’s the only reason I’m here, baby. The only reason.
It feels vulnerable, though. You see, I’m finding my voice inside of all the things I’ve heard & learned from others that say I should always be positive, focus on the good, only share the light & uplifting. The truth is, sometimes things that happen in this life are darn-right appalling.
Sometimes, I am just pissed & I’ve got a thing to two to say about the way things are.
Click the link below and listen in.
My heart wants to whisper (or rant) in your ear.
It is 13 minutes long. It’s my call of truth…I hope you’ll hang in there with me ’till the end, that’s the best part.
Remember, this was a private conversation with me, myself & I. I never intended to share it when I made it. So, it’s an authentic peek into my spirit. I let go of control, and give up fear that you’ll judge me.
If you’re in this tribe, then I trust you’ll get what you came for.
Leave a comment below when you’re done. I‘d love to hear from you.
What is moving through you these days? What lights the fire of your passionate desire?
All my love,
P.S. If you want to know what’s gettin’ me so up in arms lately, check out the following:
Linchpin by Seth Goden.
TED Talk: Kevin Breel.