In my dream last night I was so elated. I knew for sure my purpose- and it was one thing and one thing only. To give my love to everyone. (In my dream this realization was THRILLING!!!) I was so eager + excited to just be out in the world and share my heart +…
Today I write to you wearing just my mom hat. It’s almost 1 p.m. and I’m still in my pajamas + haven’t showered. I’ve had two cups of coffee and I’m on the brink of insanity. Today was just one of those days that I wanted some space. I’m in a funk. I’m trying…
“If you don’t see God in all, then you can’t see God at all.”~ Yogi Bhajan. I’m struggling because right now I want to hate and blame and rage. And yet, my heart whispers my truth, that forgiveness is always the answer. That inside of oneness, of love, of Christ Consciousness,…
It’s my birthday today and I’m celebrating! Here’s what I say I know after 40 years… 1. Sometimes, the things that we MOST fear, that we most put off, bring us the greatest joy. (Having Sophia at 38!) 2. Little risk = little reward 3. If you have the desire in your heart, it’s…
I walked down the hall and into the bathroom stall. There on the door in front of me was a quote. It described that in many Native American traditions, when the men returned from hunting, their first question was always: “How are the children?” They believed that this told them all they…
My midwife asked me to get back on the bed. I was currently squatting on a stool. I looked at her and stayed still. Move? What? Right then, he grabbed me from behind, and flung us both back on the bed. She asked me to push. I’ll never forget the feeling. A head pushing through…