I was 23. He was 38. I didn’t know that at the time. He lied to me about his age. He lied about many things. One day, after months of a whirl-wind love affair, he would kiss me, say “see you later” walk out the door + disappear… Moved. Changed his phone number. Gone.…
“If you don’t see God in all, then you can’t see God at all.”~ Yogi Bhajan. I’m struggling because right now I want to hate and blame and rage. And yet, my heart whispers my truth, that forgiveness is always the answer. That inside of oneness, of love, of Christ Consciousness,…
It’s my birthday today and I’m celebrating! Here’s what I say I know after 40 years… 1. Sometimes, the things that we MOST fear, that we most put off, bring us the greatest joy. (Having Sophia at 38!) 2. Little risk = little reward 3. If you have the desire in your heart, it’s…
This year, now that Sophia is two, Easter has taken on new levels of fun and joy. I’ve always recognized this time of year as a celebration of the return of the fertility of the earth. I’ve also thought about the story of the resurrection of Christ and all that symbolizes. However, now, in our…
I go to the gym. I’ve left my baby girl with her father and I’m free to run wild for a bit. Something’s gnawing at me. I hop on the elliptical and when the song on my iphone comes on, I burst into tears. I’m so embarrassed. I’m in public. There’s a woman next to…
I think it’s safe to say that we’ve all been hurt. When you’ve been vulnerable with someone, meaning you’ve let them in and you care for them and depend on them in some way, if they betray your trust, it can be a deep wound. The affair your husband had, those lies your supposed…